I officially failed at Radvent however I still have the chance to catch up on 'Would You Rather' and 'Yours and Theirs.' Life just gets going and doesn't slow down...you know?
For this post, I will do the 2 weeks of 'would you rathers' that I missed and later this week I will do the 2 'yours and theirs' (hopefully).
Sounds obvious, right? I mean who would admit to preferring to get even over being the better person and getting over it? However, its easier said than done so as much as I would rather be the type of person to get over it, but I'm not. I am the type of person who gets even- not in a mean way though (or at least I don't think its mean). For me, I want to get even to teach the person a lesson- like how their choices affected other people.
Throughout most of my schooling, people made fun of me, talked behind my back, etc...your general high school sob story. And I'm still angry about it. Angry that people think they are entitled to being better than someone else and angry that they don't see anything wrong with it and I would like to get them back.
As of now, I use my job to get those people back because I help do bully talks at elementary schools and I talk to some of the kids at my martial arts school who have told us (their instructors) that they are made fun of. That's enough revenge for me...for me, its getting even...not getting over it.
Now that this has turned into an entire sub-post, I would like to share a facebook status that my boyfriend's dad wrote the other day that goes along with this little sub-subject and I just thought it was beautiful.
"I don't see color when you walk up, I don't see your money, I don't smell your baggage, I try to see you at your best and when you walk past, I think about the pain your in and how I wish the world could fix all of us, because I am the same as you and when I walk by you, I'll try and smile and let you know your as good as me."
Hmm. This is a toughie. I'm kind of super shy so spending a day naked is just wayy too scary but I think that I would much rather strut my stuff for a day than lose an entire year of my life. Lets just hope the 'normal day of being naked' fell on a Sunday because I normally spend Sunday's lazing around with my boyy anyway.
What would you choose?
☮♡Nicole
